Tonight, in a few mins a family will pay theit last respect to a loved one!!! A disciplined man admired by many leaving us too soon making us realize how short life is……. Last night when they went to bed they had no idea that by the bed time tonight they’ll be burying him!!! Well that’s the truth of life…
Tonight is not the most ideal night for me to blog.. But well I had to write this somewhere so that I feel much better… They say say memories fade.. they also say time is the best healer.. Well I’m sorry it’s not.. Not for me.. Not for pepole who love dearly..
The pain of not knowing where your brother is… the pain of never getting to say good bye.. the pain ….this pain… its real.. How many times I gulped back tears I can’t keep count.. How many times my parents, siblings and family members does the same.. I don’t know and I can’t even begin to imagine their pain.. 😣😣
Faalihooo….How I miss our conversations.. How I miss your texts asking for permission to do this n that as if I’m your mother.. checking on us or just asking what I cooked.. I’ll be forever cherishing your memories.. Whatever the society may think or believe, you are still my brother whom I love so very much.. And my wish for you is nothing but the best place is heaven.. Insha Allah…
OK enough of ‘crying words’……..
End of the day we all struggle differently.. Some more than others.. But do please try and keep in mind that Allah (swt) never burdens a soul more than it can bear.. Al-hamdhulillah..
P.S: If you are unable to cope with your ‘struggles’ do seek help from the source(s) which you feel is the best.. Sometimes tears, a prayer or a listening ear is all you need.. 😊